I didn't know I could say no.

 I didn't know I could say no. 

Plucked like unsuspecting, unripe fruit in the garden between freeze tag and mud pies.

He made playing house the X Games edition.

Every weekend, a new shame, but don't tell, or you'll be the one who gets blamed.

I reached out for justice anyway, and I'll be damned!

I found blame and disgust. They didn't even try to make it right.

This can't be how parenting works.

I move on. No longer mint-in-box. They say no one wants a broken toy.

I say, but I'm only broken on the inside! 

Damaged goods. When you tear open your original packaging, you're not only worth less

You're worthless.

But I say FUCK THAT! 

Why didn't you hold me and tell me it wasn't my fault?

Why didn't you at least try to make it right?

I was little. I deserved better.

I was always worthy of love and protection.

You consistently failed me, and I will never forgive you. 

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